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    October, 2006

    心冷之秋

        蚂蚁是一种很渺小的动物,所以我会被踩得遍体鳞伤,我是蚂蚁,找不着北的蚂蚁,我的生活是盲目与打招呼,所以遗忘着遗忘,生命不向谁妥协,等待是必需的。 

        有些情景,笑的时候心在撕裂,血会溅到嘴上涂抹成一张鲜艳的笑脸,我听到往事与酒碰杯的脆响,是种抹不掉的情怀,善于回望,总于现实僵滞,呈雾状。

        哭泣是躲在身后的前夜,我将青春呈于你,寂寞,我宁愿,我等待。黑夜让人惧怕,游荡似乎是必需的,深深 深深的夜,深的望不到回忆,敞开的房门和心都空空的,总是在事情发生前看到的结局,像蚂蚁看到食物就知道要运回巢里,我也一样,无奈习惯成了缄默,出口的只是谈笑,谈笑后萧萧索索,诗人说笑着哭是很诗意的事情,我诅咒诗意!酒后无言的落寞忍受成失眠的真相,天使也许在儿时真的来过,没留下只言片语,匆匆的遗落几个梦,不留线索。 

        西湖水的颜色很深,碧绿中透着诡异,我猜想里面住着会唱歌的水妖,因为水波荡漾中的月影破碎,像无数个破碎了梦和脸庞。迷失的诱惑总是在秋风中幽幽暗暗的招手,我迎合,一曲只在梦中记起的老歌。
     
        叶子飘红了小路,漂碎了眺望,秋又来。
     
        我想在某个深夜突然消失,连自己也不知归途,人生何必总是被动的兜兜转转。寂寞总是隐藏在虚幻的词句,我的天涯梦,碎碎合合,在夜凉后的虚度中不知所踪。偶尔翻起没有时间、人物、地点的日记,拈酒一杯,微醉中一目挽恨,十目成愁。
     
        镜子给出很多模糊的答案,不给分辨的机会,
     
        秋初来,已荒芜。

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